Accept instead my resignation from the Special Corps. This was a very close thing. His tiny brain realized dimly that something wrong was going on, so he was staggering in circles firing his gun. Well if you must know then, I said, I was smuggling. That was better. Massive internal hemorrhage, shock… I wrote, died en route. I knew you lovedme, thatwas obvious from the beginning. Nah, thevoice of a wiser and cooler head said from across the room.